When Jesus had received the sour wine, he
said, “It is finished.” Then bowing his head, he gave up his spirit. John 19:30
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I had read this
Scripture in John 19 so many times—the last words Jesus spoke on the day He was
crucified. I knew that in those final moments as He was there on the cross, Jesus
simply said, “It is finished,” closed His eyes, and died.
There’s such gravity in that moment. Imagining the Son of
God, our Savior, with His battered and broken body nailed to a cross, stirs up a sense of both
sadness and shame. He endured such terrible things that even thinking about
them leads me to close my eyes in sorrow. Most every time I heard or read the
story, my focus was on what happened, the events themselves, and less so on
those three simple words He spoke at the end: “It is finished.” What did Jesus
mean when He said “it is finished?”
A few months
ago, my friend and Pastor Rodney Holmstrom spoke on this Scripture before a large
Celebrate Recovery congregation, and he challenged each of us to really
consider those words. In that moment, he said, Christ was not simply stating
the obvious—that His earthly life was over. He was declaring
that our sins were forgiven once and for all, their price paid by His sacrifice.
I knew this in
my head. Of course, I did. But, had I taken it into my heart?
Rodney asked us, could we say these words
out loud? “When He said, ‘It is finished,’ He was talking about me.” Could we
write those words in a journal and mean them? Could we look into a mirror and
speak them?
I tried, and I
was surprised by how difficult it was for me to say them, how easy it was to
shy away from them, as if my mistakes were too great for His forgiveness. It was simultaneously painful and
humbling to realize the truth in that statement, and the truth was this: In
that moment and by His death, Christ
paid the price for every sin no matter how great—even for mine. Every wrong I had ever or would ever
commit was forgiven, the debt for it paid in full, before I ever drew my first
breath. I only had to accept it. How could that be?
I left that service that night with the weight of those
words still clinging to my thoughts: When He said, “It is finished,” He was
talking about me. At home, I tried saying them aloud again and again. And while
it was still difficult, I found that each time I spoke them, my heart had a
harder time rejecting them. The truth began to win. Later, I spent some time
writing and creating around John 19:30 in my journaling Bible, and I found that with each
moment that I lingered there, those words became further etched onto my heart.
It’s fascinating how we can spend years knowing something
without fully accepting it as certainty. Since childhood, I had believed that Jesus died for our sins and
accepting Him meant we were forgiven. But isn’t it often easier to think that
applies to everyone else?
I came to recognize that the shame and guilt
of my own mistakes had clouded my understanding. I had believed the lies in my
head (as so many of us do), like: I’ve made too many mistakes. Maybe I’m
different. How could He really forgive
me? My sin is just too great… I had let those lies sink deeply into my heart.
But speaking and writing that simple, declarative sentence began to destroy the
lies by covering them with his truth—that no sin is too great for his mercy, not even
mine—and
it brought me immediate peace and joy.
Today, as you
consider the events from the day Jesus was crucified, as you consider Jesus’ last words, as you ponder
that weighty moment when His spirit passed, try speaking those words aloud
(even if you have to whisper them to get them out): When He said, ‘It is
finished,’ He was talking about me.
Then say it again. Accept this truth—that Jesus died to
grant the forgiveness of sins for all who accept Him—and annihilate the lie
that your sins are too great or too numerous. Try writing it down or reflecting in the pages of
your journaling Bible. How does it feel to know that every mistake—past,
present or future—is covered and the debt is paid in full? When Jesus said, “It
is finished,” He was talking about me. He was talking about you.
Mar 5, 2018 by Melody (Dayspring.com)
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